Friday, April 27, 2012

Memoirs of a lonely heart


Sometimes my heart stops for half a second because I see a man that attracts my undivided attention. The pull is so strong I can’t help but throw caution to the wind, and just for that half a second He is the most magnificent thing I have ever set my eyes on. I don’t care that he might be a bit too old/young for me. He just makes me feel warm inside. For that half of a second he represents everything I have been working so hard for. He is the alpha male that I dreamed of.

But you see it was just half a second, and the moment has passed and all that’s left is an empty feeling. Reality hits me like a wave knocks a surfer of his board. Yes, I must have been crazy to think that he would look at me twice. What in the world was I thinking? There is no way in the world we would even get together, our lives are so different.... And so I watch him walk away, smile as he side steps to avoid a lady bumping into him.
Half a second was all it took to lose him to this big big world.

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